But I still don't remember

what a bunch of pathetically thin-skinned pale-skinned powers that be vampires hiding in ivory towers, we'll meet up in an hour and conspire, find our way to drive a stake all the way through the place where there should be a heart in this dusty old girl-gland heart-land sure sad this great land now a wasteland, wasted, waiting to be basic before the great raising, lazy, pull the world ablaze while God's busy getting faded, we'll start from the basics forget the world we hated, fuck everything they held sacred, all that shit was heinous, and to think they blamed us for their own failure, yeah sure they never learned, even as they burned, why this was their own damn fault, now it's our turn we'll give it our best shot till we fall, till we die, to the next level where, we should already be at, if it wasn't for these asshats keeping us back from the next act, don't be afraid to act up, act up, don't give a fuck, and if you find yourself shit outta luck spit acid blood in the face of the man up to his neck in the sand with the tide comin' in and he's paying you to dig him out, minimum wage, fuck the charade, shove your foot in his mouth quick cuz time is runnin' out, via hellraiser demon jesus will save us, a taste of what's to come, lick up every last drop, savour it, but whatever you do, DON'T LET THEM LIVE!

I dreamt of you - you smiled at me, and I, Through tears, told you of your place in my heart, You didn’t smirk, or laugh, or even look away, Instead I was held in your arms, safe. I awake to a lonely bed, only beside me, my love, Was the dreadful stain of my weeping. So today, I will go where you cannot find me, And I will wait for you to come looking, Because I thought you would, at least, You always used to. You will never appear, but I’ll still love you, Still, like a dog, loyal to a fault. And you’ll betray me, Like the man you are. I’ll wait, Our love-birds caged, For you to want me again. I love you, finally I cry, My love is rotten, I say, Hideous, ugly, I tell you! You do not want it, For my canines will fall out of my gums as I try and scream, Through the metal bars, chained down in my cell, “I love you”. You will watch on, As i thrash, cry, screech, howl, “I love you”. And I will break through my chains, I will run to you, I will tear through your chest, and, Once I see you open, on display to me, I will caress your beating heart, I will search inside for any mention of my name, then, Whether I find it or not, I will love you enough to heal the hole I left.